Distance makes the heart grow fonder.....

and absence makes medieval torture seem like a piece of cake. People have left, moved on. And I am still here, trying to make my life seem somewhat tolerable. Okay, I am exaggerating, I don't try that hard really. However, routine takes over as usual. For the vain folks out there know that I have said people and not person. (but you knwo who y'all are) I think I have taken the black and white to a racist stage.....

I am just miserable right now but still smile the wonderful smile like I am at gun point.....

I miss you......

The Modern Day Robinson Crusoe

Loneliness and being alone are two different things. So is Isolation and Solitude. We over consumed with isolation even though the internet has become saviour. I am a little skeptical of that. For those who feel I worry too much, well everyone needs a skeptic. Everyone needs moderation. We have lost human touch, at times literally. How many of us have indulged in online sex chat forums rather than just go to a prostitute or pick up a girl at the bar? I understand, there are a lot of complications to all of this, but is Jenna Jameson on a speedboat really a better option?

Anyway, apart from that, yes the net bridges a wide disparity in culture, geography, opinions, perspectives... It is a haven for the curious and helpless because they cant obtian a visa. I apologise. If I had a choice I would take a raggerty old backpack around North India, than indulge in an online tour. "The real thing doll face" Funny I always wanted to use that phrase...it seems so apt here.

OK I maybe discounting it for all its worth nut no argument you make at this point in time will change my opinion. Its a flaw to many but my obstinnancy with this is justified. Although I will give credit to the good things the internet has given us and if you comapred ratios here for a minute you would understand that numbers don't matter....what matters is that at the end of the day are you truly happy being your self or prefer anonymity in a world full of irrelevant nikampoops.....

All women are fools....

Before all my so-called feminists coming out aghast - seriosuly when it comes to men, we are fools. And there are variations would you believe it. I have fallen to prey to my imagination. I let my expectations get in the way of something even better than I could hope or ask for...

There are those who fail to see what they have because of the fantasy that has consumed their hearts and minds...

And there are those who let it all just go away-keeping just their love, immortalising their love and they make time stand still in such perfect grace....

I am a lucky fool for I love someone who is the second fool, the god-like fool, the almighty fool....

I am a lucky fool for I belong to him....

I am a lucky fool for geography doesnt matter....

I am a lucky fool for even in my own hearts deafness, he still let his actions speak for him....

I am a lucky fool for I can cry just with him...

I am a lucky fool for time was so envious, she let her grains slip quicker....

Like I said all women are fools....and so is Time and so am I

But let me make known one last time,

I AM A LUCKY FOOL....FOR HE Loves me....

Ok, I am going stop being foolish now.... *sarcastic smile*